I don't trust a single soul of good-looking guy

People in general just wanna be fit in in everywhere they are, despite how they look, what skin color they have, what language they speak, what is their race. 


But there are still a lot of people not satisfy with how they look, and eventually for some people will even go through the most popular and most expensive plastic surgery just to achieve the LOOK. Which for me, I'm practically the first person to agree, because I myself think that way too. Nowadays I wouldn't step out my house without any makeup. There must be at least one thing to be done on my face. 


Alright, that is about how your "face" look. But what about people who dislike how their body look? 
I agree with this too, I have weight gaining problem, and I will get somehow depression when I gain weight. the thing is, some people gain weight and some people lose weight when they have depression. For me, I'm the gaining side. So, which is very unlucky for me to have that. 


Now, you must be wondering why am I saying all of this rubbish? What am I trying to prove here?
I'm not saying undergoing plastic surgery is wrong, and I'm saying feeling down because you doesn't fit in in certain community, yet what I'm trying to say here is, PERSONALITY is the most important. 
The most beautiful flower may fade and die. The most beautiful ocean in the world may be polluted by impossible people. The most beautiful country may be turn into one greatest yet most crime places. But the most inner self of one person my not change as for you having the love for your love one. 


Or else, why would there be a phrase saying " Love is blind"?  When you love someone, you love someone from the inside, and yes, i agree, image does comes with it, but still, that person inside is your real love. Don't you think so? 


I personally will not go for handsome guy anymore, because I don't trust a single soul of good-looking guy. 
Even though they have no flaws, and they love you for who you are, but, I don't trust myself to have enough faith to trust him. So, if you guys out there wanna blame me, yes, the blame is on me. 


So I say, I am who I am. But I still the person who is conscious of my image. yea, blame me again. cheers.