Patient and Understanding

the sky with beautiful blues

with clouds flouting around them

but when white turn Grey

that's my biggest fear



all I want is everything to be perfect

I want everything to be the best

but sometimes can’t you just tolerate

Just even play along? Even just makes me feel better



even I in my weakest condition

why can’t you give me a chance to be myself

you keep saying "being yourself is all that I ask for"

But are you giving me the chance?

Instead I still have to find excuse to be in my best behavior?



yes, imperfection is all around us

but we can try to be the best out of everything

Are you giving yourself a chance?

are you finding excuses even though you know you do



blaming all on you is what I usually said

But am I?

teasing is what I like

Are you compromising?



I'm your dearest, I’m your precious

you always in your best behavior, being a gentlemen to me

that is what I love the most in you, being sweet and all

But raising your voice to me? That is NOT the solution



fighting is one of the most I dislike

so, I never start a fight till you start to burn

as you burn, I tend to be as cool as ice

not being mad, but thinking why you are so up sad



anger is always your problem

you never find a soft way to settle

always either avoid, or use the harsh way(but that's not harsh for you at all)

when that happen, I freeze



so, don’t ask me why I tend to be quiet

that's because I think that the best way to calm both of us

and find a solution

not an argument



I acted like a kid? Yea I do

but don't tell me, you don't

you always get mad over little things

a small matter you can make it as a big issue



things can be settle in a nice manner

but you wanna challenge me

telling me into my face

who's right; who's wrong



Please…….

don't make me doubt this relationship

all I want is your patient, and understanding

trying to cope with you is my biggest fear



fear that i will lose you



Can you take away my fear?

And let me live inside you?

Can you be part of my live?

When I rather not to be alone?







P/S: nothing is too troublesome in this world, troublesome is when you name it.