Back off dude!!

Talking about Freaky..

hey stranger
you pop out from no where
telling me about bible
then telling me I'm a sinner?
What more telling me my beliefs are doctrine?

Who do you think you are?
judging me? my beliefs?
Who are you to judge?
Who give you the damn right to judge?!!

You really have guts
and what more, you're one busybody guy
hey, what is your name again??
oh yea,  practically we don't even know each other!!
so what is the heck are you trying to do?

You really have some nerve to talk to me like that.
luckily I never met you,
or else I'm really a sinner if I did
so back off dude!!

"Scolded"

This song is lovely. Beautiful.

FREAKY!!!!!

I wanna say one word. FREAKY!!!!!

Hey, if I don't wanna add you, not interested in you, don't care a shit about you. Which mean you are totally a turn off man. Why can't you get it. In fact, I want you to stay away from me, instead you doing me a favor, you disturb my friend. Gosh, some people just don't get it.

Please. yes, I use the word "please". Please stay away from me, and my friends, cause I don't know who the hell you are and I am not gonna receive a stranger's gift anyway.

So, no matter how many nice word you gonna say or type to me, it's just the same reply.
"sorry, I'm not interested"

If somehow some day you try to approach me, I will see you in COURT!!
And you know what? JAIL is your Future home man!!!

Please....

You have to shave
Keep your shirt wrinkle free
One cup of coffee a day
try to stop smoking and avoid salty and spicy foods
You have to, now, practice being alone too

Don't start drinking because I am no longer there
I mean, look after yourself
Don't be a fool keep everything in
Say what you wanna say
Don't be sick because I am no longer there
Don't skip any meals
Even though this is all annoying and you can't be bothered
Please....

Don't go to clubbing too much
There are too many pretty girls there, it makes me worry
Affectionate and kind women are usually two faced
Don't cheat on anyone
I'm watching everything

I am worried about leaving you all alone
I have been only nagging you till now
I can't look at your face and I've been saying other things
Just remember when I'm ugly and bad
and practice to forget about me

I will say it once more

I have only been nagging you before I LEAVE

Afraid of love

I like this song, eventually it build the feeling inside me. Can you even find the word for it, when sometimes when you are trying to explain something or certain words, it just seem so hard and never the way to show it.
I had those moments, and so to speak, it's still happening.

And I talked to a married husband over the dinner today, and there are a group of us enjoying the atmosphere where we were dining, he was talking to me about his experience and what he had seen over his life, and the life that he has been through is so much tougher than what I have been through, eventually his life story is about life and death. He has seen the real world beneath his control and what he could do is so much beyond his reach. He have to struggle for his life until a point that he have to write a letter to his mother while he is in a hospital, lying on the bed writing that he is going to end his life by pulling the tube. The reason he wrote that letter is to let his mum know that by having that decision made was NOT to blame her.

He has gone through a tough life, he also mention in his letter that, he is not afraid to die but afraid to live.

Who else is not afraid to die nowadays? in stead of afraid to live?

From here I've learn that, there's nothing that is impossible when you still have the courage to believe in God no matter under what circumstances or trial you are going through.

I have live my life till this stage, and I will make the best out of it, even though if I have lose pride and dignity, but I still have faith. Because only God can judge me.

"I" selecting those words

voices in my mind

keep talking to me

you ask me what am I thinking
I wish I would know me


tons of things I don't understand
nothing so grand
till you rob a bank

I just don't understand

words that is flouting

"I" selecting those words

but somehow seems like no meaning

I can never catch "them"

sometimes my head just dizzy

"blur" is the word
you call it piggy
I call dirt

so people.. don't mess with my head..

My new hair color!!!!

the okay smile

Number 1???

Hey, whatcha up to??

Smile~~

slightly smile..

bored already.. XD

Yup, that;s me all above.. facial expressions.. 

离开你我才发现自己爱笑的眼睛

我真的发现自己比较快乐直重我离开你。我找回我的爱笑的眼睛。你以为我不能活下去吗？
老实的说，现在才是真正的我，没有人可以改变这个事实。笑口常开的我， 而不是没一天要找幸福的日子的我，找理由来开心的我。我天天不需要烦恼在意你的东西， 因为所有的你让我过了一个很不开心的日子。却不是我要的幸福。每天流泪伤心难过的日子不应该是我得到的幸福。也许你给过我难以忘记的日子，但是以长久的日子来选择我的幸福，我会选择放弃你。

而我的选择是对的。

forbitten jewel

Forbidden pleasures
Who makes the rules
Unfound treasures
And beautiful jewels

Some one that we lost
What could we truly be
And at what cost
Do you see what I see

I know there is some more
Waiting to be found
I'm not trying to make a law
But just another way around

Can you feel how much I care
I feel like I'm being drowned
You have no idea how i bare
especially when I'm down

If you knew the amount of desire
That I feel for you
Just like a burning fire
That wants one to become two

Sick pleasures
Who makes the bloody rules
Buried treasures
with beautiful jewels

Starbucks Raya season Cup design

As you can see here it's slightly a bit different than the usual Starbucks white cup. I have been buying my drink daily and today is different. So I guess it has to do with the festival that has been going on for the pass few months. I still the coffee anyway. Cheers~!!

Warped and Twisted

Mean words & violent blows

Hidden secrets nobody knows

Eyes are exposed, hands are fisted

Deep inside I'm warped & twisted

So many tricks & so many lies

fill with disguise which I can't buy

Too many whens & too many whys

I can't see where it lie

Nobody's special, nobody's gifted

I'm just me, no where listed

Sleeping awake & choking on my dream

Listening aloud to a silent scream

Call my mind, the number's unregistered

Lost in mind so warped & twisted

On my knees, alive but dead

Look at the invisible blood I've bled

I'm not gone, my mind has drifted

Don't expect much, I'm so twisted

Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow

Today's just yesterday's tomorrow

The sun died out, the ashes sifted

Crave for foods

smile!!!!!


I have a lovely friend who thinks about foods all the time,
so I would like to make a poem for her.


oh yeah~
I'm a human who loves foods,
which includes my favourite fruits
you may be spotting me eating all the time,
but I'm a generous guy who share with you


I love all kind of foods
I can't name them from A to Z
If I could, I'm a genius after all
so, let me give you some clue


I love sushi with wasabi,
Kimchi with lots of chili
early morning eat roti
and sometime sandwich with veggies


speghetti to macaroni
roti to chapati
KFC to McDonald
If you ask me, I just love something chewy


rumbutan to durian
mangosteen to mata kuching
banana to papaya
honeydew to watermelon


chicken wing to dumpling
char kuew teoy to char sao fan
lemon teh ping to kit chai ping
milo ping to chinese teh ping


you like chicken chop
pork chop
lamb chop
do you have beef chop???XD


And still, I'm eating right now
Please don't bother to call me
my hands are too oily to answers them
unless you're bringing more foods for me. 


Thank you darling. 

Muffins with chocolate chips

I bake again. It turns out great. Yummy.:)

Fudge from England

Thanks to my lovely friends, I get to taste their traditional Sweet Fudge. 

My Bling Bling Camera!!

At last I made it. I spend so much time and energy just to do this little creative art on my Camera, and the result turn out like this, I'm pretty satisfy with it. I shop every where for the things I need for my camera, and it worth everything that I had done. CHEERS!!!

Funny Quotes - II

"When I read about the Evils of drinking... I gave up reading." 

"My Grandfather is eighty and still doesn't need glasses...He drinks straight out of the bottle." 

"When a man steals your wife there is no better revenge than to let him keep her." 

"I was born intelligent ... but education ruined me" 

BEER. Now cheaper than GAS! .Drink, Don't drive

"Why drink and drive, since you can smoke and fly!"

"I spent most of my money on beer and women. the rest, i just wasted."

"I'm an excellent housekeeper. Every time I get a divorce, I keep the house."

"Quitting smoking is the easiest thing in the world. I've done it dozens of times."

"Flying is simple. You just throw yourself at the ground and miss."

"Girls want a lot of things from one guy. Conversely, guys want one thing from a lot of girls."

"Why are they called apartments if they are all stuck together?"

"If Barbie was so popular, Why do people buy her friends?"

"Why fight to live when we live to die???"

"No one is perfect, well then I'm "no one" "

Funny Quotes - I

Advertisement in a long island shop: 
Guitar, for sale....... Cheap....... ....no strings attached. 
Ad in a hospital waiting room: 
Smoking helps You lose weight ... One lung at a time! 
On a bulletin board: 
Success Is Relative. The more The Success, The more The Relatives. 
You know your kids have grown up when: 
Your daughter begins to put on lipstick.. Or when your son starts to wipe It Off. 
Sign in a bar:
Those of You who are drinking to forget, Please do pay in advance
Sign in a restaurant:
All drinking water in this establishment has been personally passed by the manager
Sign in driving school: 
If Your wife wants to learn to drive, Don't stand in her way
Sign on a famous beauty parlor window: 
Don't whistle at the girls going out from here. She may be Your Grandmother !

La'Fuente

On Monday night, I eventually went with some friends to 1 Borneo for a light drink and pool after.

So, this is the restaurant that we went to, the environment are nice and peaceful. Love it.

"shangria" This is the 1st drink I ever taken. wine with fruits. 

La Fuente Restaurant

 This is the Olives that makes my face frown. It's not my favorite, but still so-so

 and we have to eat the Olives with the breads. Pretty amazing though...

Pitiful guy

Today, I do not know whether i should call it a good day or what, but I did cry today, not for something bad, but i cry because I help someone who are no capable to care for themselves. 

The whole story goes like this, early in the morning I go to my customer's shop to get the CCTV done and to the some adjustment. After I'm done with it, I went to one bakery shop call "Bake with me" to get some ingredient to bake some cookies and muffins for the girls party on Saturday night.

And of course, through out the morning, I haven't take my breakfast yet, so i decided to get some buns from one of the famous shops there. I parked my car at one side, and I went down, I saw a guy who is on his arches, and he only have one leg, and in his hand he has a small bucket, which is obviously it is for people to put in the money for him. 

for your information, I don;t really like to see people like that, because as long as you are alive, you can do most of the things, what more some people don;t even have hands and legs, and there are no reason for them walking or sitting by the side of the road begging for money. I eventually look down on them. 

But I don't know why in this case, I felt like I really need to help this guy. 

okay, where was I, oh yea, i was about to go into the coffee shop to get my buns. So, as I was buying my buns, I saw him looking into the coffee shop with a sad face, holding a bucket with no money in it. He can took a glimpse and walked away. 

After I got my buns, I walk out of the shop, I can see him in front of me, my car is parked over the other side, so i have to walk pass him, but as I walked towards him, he turned around. With out any doubt, I ask him has he taken his food yet, and he replied no, but no matter what, even though he tell me yes, I am still gonna give him the buns. Cause I just pity him so much which I can say he is the first bagger that move me to tears. 

I gave him my buns, and I went back to the coffee shop to get another buns for myself. As I head back to the coffee shop, I felt like some of the people in the coffee shop was starring at me, I guess they were shock by my reaction toward that pitiful guy. 

But I feel great of myself for what I deed, I told my mum about it. She also saw the guy as my mum and I also have to go back to the same place. I point the guy who is walking by the highway to my mum. My mum pity that guy also. 

I hope he can live normally, and no one would cruel enough to bully him. For those who do that, Karma will come back to them.

  

So I can say that, the happiest and saddest things that happen today is what I did today.