Thursday, July 29, 2010

The camouflaged emotions

I tremble when I'm near you
Heat travels up my thighs
and I want you with an urgency
That I just can't describe.



You don't know how I'm feeling.
I have yet to vocalize
Desire deep inside me.
Can you see it in my eyes?

Dare I reach out to touch you?
Do you think you'd realize
How much I want and need you?
that all this is are not lies

I long to say, "I love you,"
But am scared of your reply.
Terrified like a child
I've become paralyzed.

The camouflaged emotions
Lead to pain and silent cries.
And yet I just can't tell you.
or make my words for you to buy

Confessing through this poem
My dilemma summarized.
The feeling's quite cathartic,
But will lead to my demise.

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

im sorry for giving you such a hard time..dont stop being yourself..<=)

Beauty Chamber said...

aahhh, i totally forgot you can read this.. *0*!!
i guess you cannot change anything.. once it started, no turning back..
at the same time no regret to know you. *cheers*

Anonymous said...

yea..no regret knowing you either =) and ure up at 4.35am!!! haha.clubbing again? =P

Beauty Chamber said...

haha.. yea Elt.. clubbing again... haha. i thought you knew i went out clubbing as you tell me to enjoy my night.. your cousin was there also...
and this time, was a crazy night for me. you know they have a small platform right? i went up and dance there!!! that was CRAZY!!!hahahaha

lilimingi said...

nice poem..

Beauty Chamber said...

thx Lili..:)

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