Dedicate to one and only *YOU*

Thank you for this song. i really appreciate that. If only this is the feeling that you are telling. I am deeply grateful to know that. If only you really dedicate this song to me, i would have know that you feel the same way too.. 


In return, I would like to dedicate this song to you, you and only you, for you know how i feel for you.. 




when you smile
the whole world stops and stares for a while
you are wonderful in every ways..
I won't want to change you in anyway
please promise me you'll live a good life
as i know i can let you go in my life

The camouflaged emotions

I tremble when I'm near you
Heat travels up my thighs
and I want you with an urgency
That I just can't describe.


You don't know how I'm feeling.
I have yet to vocalize
Desire deep inside me.
Can you see it in my eyes?

Dare I reach out to touch you?
Do you think you'd realize
How much I want and need you?
that all this is are not lies

I long to say, "I love you,"
But am scared of your reply.
Terrified like a child
I've become paralyzed.

The camouflaged emotions
Lead to pain and silent cries.
And yet I just can't tell you.
or make my words for you to buy

Confessing through this poem
My dilemma summarized.
The feeling's quite cathartic,
But will lead to my demise.

Something you expect

why something that you expect, and really have it in mind that it's like a perfect paradise.. but somehow turn out a bad one.. but you can't express it in anger but to endure.. it's true that it teaches you to do good in everything.. but people just being so cruel wanna ruin your days in this place.. as if like that's no place that you can go, but my excuse to stay and to endure is for the one person that i love.. you're doing this not to show off or something..
I don not understand why, but i can only doubt
I don not understand why, but i can just wonder
I don not understand why, but i can be ignorant
I don not understand why, but i can just don wanna ask you

you may have your ways
you may have your rules
you may have your opinion
you may have just to let me know that, "you're just being yourself"

I wanted to understand you
I wanted to hold you
there's a lot i wanted
but it just fated after what i saw

you want me to believe
you want me to understand
you want to know me
I'm sorry
I can't trust you anymore

roses are red
violets are blue
If only you are not sad
I would call you my Bubu

I like pink
you like blue
you don't even have to think
I am glad to spend time with you

I see you
you see me


I like freedom
you like freedom

I like chocolate

you like ??

I like you for you are one and only you

the time has come
for confession
for lesson
for meditation

I know you for a time
a short time
not even can be bind
not even can be bought with a dime

when i first saw you with my eyes
there are no disguise
words with no lies
my heart open as high above as the skies

your heart is pure
you make me feel adore
I wanna feel more
and forget what's before

you make me see a light
that is so bright
that i can't even fight
with my might

because the truth is in front of me
tells me be who i wanna be
not lies that is mumbling to me
telling me who i should be

I like you for you are one and only you
where am i gonna find another you?
if i lose you
who am i gonna be without you?

It's raining
I'm crying
my heart's dying
are you really leaving?

I know you for a time
a short time
not even can be bind
no even can be bought with a dime
how i wish you was mine

Terribly sick

Pail face, watery red eyes, red running nose, and obviously my sexy voice that you can only hear when i'm in this kind of condition. You may not know me for my real voice, but, I'm still the same person inside. So, I'm saying is that, I'm not only physically sick, eventually i am also mentally sick..
You know, i don't wanna be the "evil witch" or what they call "snatcher","bitch","psycho", "brainless brain" , "Stupid Hore" or some sorts . I mean, i know that this is really unfair for everybody. It's like a TRIANGLE!! SERIOUSLY!! I could never thought of me doing it until today, now, this very moment, like exactly right now. I couldn't believe I'm that horrible person. I mean, how could I !! *sigh*

Please give me a sign. I really desperate to know what i should do. Options in my mind are:
1) Flip a coin
2) Don't bother at all*as if never happen*
3) Totally not gonna talk to him

:'( WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO!!!!

A person shouldn't fall for

Have you ever fall for a person whom you shouldn't fall for? Plus, he is not meant for you, but his images keep appearing in your mind that you cannot even avoid that.

His words, the way he talks, the way he move, the way he approach you, especially when he smile!! OMG, his smile was like the most perfect smile in the whole wide world that i ever seem. The way he walk like so cool! okay, all you can hear is how perfect this guy would be, well, i just knew him like for just 2 days, and i already being like so crazy about it. And i keep having this flash back on the night we first met, we're like so close to each other, the club was too load that we have to shout at each others ear, eventually we almost kiss*OMG OMG OMG!!* but that time i don't have the intention to do that, without knowingly we just kinda like to talk to each other, cause we are not those dancing type or playful. i can say that, or sense that we are more like the homely type. So, we just get along with each other pretty well, and guess what?? That feeling arose after he ask for my number, there~, there goes the feeling.. gosh~~~!! so confusing.

Does this have to be this way? Come on, he has a girlfriend. What were you thinking? You shouldn't fall for a guy who can only click with you and yet he is so much all that, that his every point is in your list listed!!
1) respect women
2) kind
3) gentleman
4) understanding
5) sweet
6) charming
7) smart
8) a listener
9) a person who think for their own future
10) last but not least; amazingly gorgeous

oh man~~!! stop thinking now..how can you do that?!! snap out if it!!
My bad, i can't control myself.  sue me if you want. I apologize for that. i already missing you.

THE ROOM clubbing till 4am in the morning..

me, before going out.. take a shot of myself..

haha, while driving he's acting that way.. funny..XD

i have no idea y... we're in the club man!!

camera spinning game again..XD

Silly day

my dark chocolate ice-cream

o_O

smell something STINKY??!!

the PERCY style!!

weird.. i know.XD

smile guys..

camera capture just nice..

RICKY!!

TRACEY!!

There you go again Percy..h

aha

MU vs.. LOVE..XD

who have the COOLEST shoes??

we're in the lift :)

愛是對的 錯的是我們

別探聽他的線索 別等待他會回頭,愛~不喜歡看人軟弱,別繼續把心封鎖 別躲在傷心裡頭,愛~萬一來了別錯過

愛是對的 錯的是我們,還沒學會愛就急著愛人 而愛錯人,可是愛就對了 遇到下一個,愛上就愛了 痛苦或快樂 都是我的

聽我說愛是對的 錯的是別人,自以為懂愛才會又愛人 又傷害人,可是愛就對了 愛了就值得,愛這門功課艱深但快樂 愛就對了.

I WAN THIS CAR!!!

MITSUOKA CUTE

dying to get this car man!!! 

wah!!!!!!!!!

SPANISH class

A SPANISH Teacher was explaining to her class that in Spanish, unlike English, nouns are designated as either masculine or feminine.

'House' for instance, is feminine: 'la casa.'
'Pencil,' however, is masculine: 'el lapiz.'

A student asked, 'What gender is 'computer'?'

Instead of giving the answer, the teacher split the class into two groups, male and female,
and asked them to decide for themselves whether computer' should be a masculine or a feminine noun. Each group was asked to give four reasons for its recommendation.

The men's group decided that 'computer' should definitely be of the feminine gender ('la computadora'), because:

1. No one but their creator understands their internal logic;

2. The native language they use to communicate with other computers is incomprehensible to everyone else;

3. Even the smallest mistakes are stored in long term memory for possible later retrieval; and

4. As soon as you make a commitment to one, you find yourself
spending half your paycheck on accessories for it.

(THIS GETS BETTER!)

The women's group, however, concluded that computers should be Masculine ('el computador'), because:

1. In order to do anything with them, you have to turn them on;

2. They have a lot of data but still can't think for themselves;

3. They are supposed to help you solve problems, but half the time they ARE the problem; and

4. As soon as you commit to one, you realize that if you had waited a little longer, you could have gotten a better model.

The women won!

Send this to all the smart women you know...and all the men that have a sense of humor.

a change...

this is the newest hair style that i change to.. some people say i look more mature in this hair style.. well, maybe. hhahahaha

Cute and fluffy

awh, you know what, when i saw this, i was like in heaven.. love all of them!! wanna get them all!!

but i alsready have a monkey and a shrek at home and a teddy bear.. enough..

CUTE!!!! I WANT!

angels~~

guess what ??

this is what her reaction when she saw this.. hahahahaha

my UK classes

As i have a bit of spare time, so, i let time to have a little bit fun.. there are they doing their master piece.. well, actually we are playing a guessing game, in fact turn out to be a board full of drawings...XD

Sharifah is drawing a flower.. 

there's the flower Sharifah drew, and Shaik is trying to draw something , making everyone hard to guess..

still guessing...><

end up he draw something really funny.. a pig with 14 holes. hahaha

this time, it;s the word

now, free style!!!!

Shiak have an amazing creativity in drawing..

the last one is the most touching part.. Sharifah drew this.. Teacher June and i were very touch..