HIDING

you ever thought of hiding something??
WAIT!!! what makes you wanna hide?? secret?? personal?? or crime?? everybody have their own things to hide.. and i really mean EVERYBODY..
but have you ever hide, but, still being brave at the same time that you so hope to keep it tide, as in no one or anybody would know but eventually you know one day you will get caught..
the situation that I'm in now, well, what I'm hiding is my relationship.. my relationship with a guy.. not that I'm having another guy.. he's the only guy i like.. and no one in the world i would really fall for..
you wanna know the reason why i wanna hide such a thing or why i have to hide or why i SHOULD hide?? and who I'm hiding it from??
well, i hide it from my parents, my older brother, my friends, my religious friends,my close friends.. you might now say"oh my God! so many people she hide from" but still, in your mind, you still wondering why?? why i have to do that?? what makes me do that.. this just crazy.. why should she hide this.. nonsense!!..
eventually i need to hide because i know my family wouldn't accept him, my religion will not permit, my friends would be shock, my best friend would ask me to break this relationship and so forth..
pressure is all around me.. everything that i do, i have to be careful.. it's kinda tired doing this but, i don't mind.. as long as i'm happy, and i'm happy being with him, i don't mind it at all..