ask??? better don't ask

I'm not trying to be or intend to be.. people might think that differently.. well, hey, think what ever you want.. I'm not blaming you for acting that rude back to me..guess that's human nature..
but deep down inside, you have no idea how awful, how awkward i felt.. don't expect you to understand though..

look up towards the sky, stars above, how round the moon was.. cool and chilly, head face up to the big dark sky, eyes open wide, trying to avoid watery tears to roll down my cheeks.. can't control that no more, usually does.. guess i better don't ask than ask in the first place if i know it turn out this way..sorry to make you feel stumble..

thought i know well enough of you, thought i would understand you, thought i can get along well, thought i could be a friend that is good enough, guess my judgment was wrong after all..

It is so easy to stumble others.. It can be done by what we say or how we say it, by what we do or how we do it, and it can even be done by our failing to speak when we should or failing to act when we should.. There are times when we might stumble others by failing to speak when we should..

One of the commonest ways in which one might become a cause for stumbling is by the thoughtless use of that “unruly injurious thing,”THE TONGUE.. guess i'm a bit of thoughtless at that time.. ” Why??? not really sure..somehow we might stumble others by using vulgar, obscene or profane language or by saying things that we ought not.. and somehow we just spill.. saying the wrong things..