I must say I've ruin a night that is  unforgivable. A night that I have ruin badly.. A night that I'm not suppose to cause troubles.. and eventually I ruin it.

How could I be so dumb making all this mess and troubles that still linger around me. 

All these social net working, pictures, romance, comments, and likes.. OMG.. all these ruin me. 

And FYI, I lost my bf. So, yea, I mess things up. The only one who treated me like no body else. He light up my world when I'm afraid to face the world. He makes me see things in every different perspective. He guided me how to walk a windy road. He love me like I'm an angel fell from the great sky, and I regret I treated him like that. Now I understand why people say " appreciate what you have now, not till you lose it, you will regret it".

He got me a butterfly necklace and a pair of butterfly earrings.. SO NICE!! SO SWEET!!