Beauty Chamber: Hi Aunt Carole

Hi Aunt Carole! How are you?

I'm fine thank you. I'm doing alright i guess, but still missing him of course.

he's my favorite pet of all. I'll be fine after a couple of weeks. No worries.

I'm catching up with my hours, yup, enjoying it, but not the sun.

I get tan easily, so, i don't really like it, I prefer evening witnessing. :) because I like the moon. (giggles)

Oh my god, you are packing already. Time really flies. I will miss you and Uncle Kim a lot. Guess what, both of you are the first couple that I'm so close with. That I can really talk and relate a lot about myself and really just being myself. Just in a short time, I get to learn a lot. Brothers and sisters who try to help me are all talking base from the bible and such.

But I'm a human being who like to see it from the perspective of how a normal human view.

That's why it's kinda hard for me to have a good buddy in the congregation, because i'm not a person who like to focus on only 1 thing in life. I guess i'm a greedy person when i say that. well, yea, maybe i am and that's who i am. I might be call a wild witnesses because i kinda like to do the things my own way.

I have parents who hope that I can be more like my brother and make them proud. But I have a different interest. Or maybe it's not the time yet for me to be so serious in life. But~~~~!! okay, there's always a BUT, ALWAYS!! Excuses. Excuses. Excuses. (sigh)

Honestly, Bible is really a hard book to understand and not interesting at all and yet it's a very powerful tool and a special message from God. Though I know a lot from the Bible, I know a lot of the inforation, the stories, the outcome if you disobey, become rebellious and all, and i know by having deeper knowledge about God and keep on seeking him is the only way to salvation. and yea, I know all of that. And I also know if you need strength, courage, holy spirit, guidance, what ever weakness that you have, you can just pray to God, if you have problem with praying, pray for that too.

Do I sound like I'm gonna give up or tired of trying?(humph) Frankly, yes I do. I'm tired of pleasing people around me. And tired of not to stumble others.

But I'm still hanging on to what I'm suppose to and still trying to find what am i lacking. I know, you are going to say "faith" , lack of faith.

Don't worry, I know what I believe and what is my belief. Won't be out of track.

Okay, I talk too much, share too much. I'm gonna stop right here. I just wish that I could reverse the time and really try to spend more time with you guys. (frown)

Yea, my mum have that problem, but no asthma.

I bet she checked everything all the time, she is very conscious about her health.

Sometimes in a week she can see 3 different specialist. which is kinda too much. And she is always on medication or if not, a lot of supplements.

oh yes, I would love to read them.

I'm a slow reader, well, practically I have to find time to read, so that's why. I'm half way chapter 7 of "The last juror" book. I like it, it's like I'm going into the story line. All the investigation, who's the criminals, so detail how they describe each and everything. Which makes it interesting.

Thanks for lending me those books. I will keep them in good condition till you come back..

Thanks a lot :D

wishing you a safe trip back to England! I know it's a very long journey. spending hours on the plane. But going back home is always have the feeling of satisfaction.

yup, will be seeing you at the memorial :)

tons of loves and huggies vivian