Marry me- The Royal Wedding

When you finally meet someone that can make you feel like the most wonderful and luckiest person in the world, please appreciate them and never ever do anything to hurt them. And then, you gotta make the move to hold them tightly and never let go by saying" please marry me" 





Sometimes we do things there's no particular reason when you feel like doing it and eventually you find yourself in a middle of confusion, but you still do it in the end .So, my reason is, people are weird, so when they make mistakes, please do forgive them and continue to love them. Because somethings in life we can't fully explain or even half of the things we can't explain with reason, so, please be patient with your love ones. 


Yesterday was The Royal Wedding between Prince William and Catherine Middleton. May their love never grow cold and continue to have the strong bond of love forever. congratulation!

just me

The origin of Easter

Easter bunnies, Easter eggs, Easter chicks, Easter lillies, Easter bonnets and Easter parades. Who is this Easter person that is given such great honor and elaborate celebration? That was the question that the noted British 19th century cleric, Alexander  Hislop asked. No one knew. So he launched a deep research into the origin of religious traditions and celebrations. He spent years tracing them back to the empire of Babylon established by Nimrod. The Bible says he  also built the famous tower at his capital city Babel (the ruins of which are about 100 miles south of Baghdad, Iraq). Much of Hislop's research appears in his book, "The Two Babylons."

According to Hislop the Easter legend started when the Babylonians encountered a severe drought in which the crops failed, domestic livestock weakened and did not reproduce and the people were desperate. So they petitioned the gods of Babylon for help. The gods in heaven responded by making a gigantic, beautifully decorated egg and dropped it into the Euphrates river right after the spring equinox . The ornate egg floated toward Babel. A swarm of  fish pushed the egg to the shore near the capital. A flock of doves sat on the colorful egg for 40 days of lent It hatched and out came the fertility goddess, Easter. The people in Babel rushed out and escorted her into the city. She then organized a great celebration with dancing around phallic poles, feasting  into the night along with fertility rites of extremely gross sex orgies. Even the animals caught the excitement and started breeding, the lillies bloomed and the crops grew. All the villages made Easter festivities and Babylon prospered. Then the gods took Easter back and she became the Queen of Heaven. Every year the people would hold these spring festivals to honor her. They would exchange colored eggs, chicks, rabbits and round moon cakes marked with a cross shaped sex symbol.

These festivals, with variations, spread rapidly over the world. years later (around 640 BCE) the Bible in Jeremiah 7:16-20 condemned the Israelites for making sacrificial offerings to the 'Queen of Heaven'. After the time of Jesus, neither the Jews nor Christians would have any part in the spring fertility rites of Easter. Jesus commanded his followers to keep only one celebration, that is the commemoration of his death on the 14th day of the lunar month Nisan which would replace the passover held annually on that same date. (this year that was April 17) So how did Easter enter Christendom?

In the 4th century CE  (about 425) the sun worshiping Constantine began to establish his version of Christianity by merging the pagan religions of the Roman Empire and fusing them with a Christian cover to form the new 'Universal Church of Rome. Pagan festivals were given Christian names,etc. Because the Romans hated the Jews they did not want to be celebrating a Jewish sacred day, the passover, even  though Christians also celebrated it as the death of Jesus, so the priests decided to combine the very popular spring festivals of the fertility goddess with the resurrecting of Jesus, moving it to the Sunday following the 14th of Nisan and calling it Easter.  The Romans could thus continue their licentious worship of Easter. By law all Roman citizens became pseudo Christians as members of the Universal Church of Rome--except real Christians who objected . All who refused to comply were persecuted, executed or expelled from the Empire.

So today after 4,000 years, the celebration of Easter the mythical Babylonian fertility goddess is still one of the most popular holidays in the world.

Between Shades of Gray author video with Ruta Sepetys

www.BetweenShadesofGray.com

In 1941, fifteen-year-old Lina is preparing for art school, first dates, and all that summer has to offer. But one night, the Soviet secret police barge violently into her home, deporting her along with her mother and younger brother. They are being sent to Siberia. Lina's father has been separated from the family and sentenced to death in a prison camp. All is lost.

Lina fights for her life, fearless, vowing that if she survives she will honor her family, and the thousands like hers, by documenting their experience in her art and writing. She risks everything to use her art as messages, hoping they will make their way to her father's prison camp to let him know they are still alive.

It is a long and harrowing journey, and it is only their incredible strength, love, and hope that pull Lina and her family through each day. But will love be enough to keep them alive?

Between Shades of Gray is a riveting novel that steals your breath, captures your heart, and reveals the miraculous nature of the human spirit.

Hi Aunt Carole

Hi Aunt Carole! How are you?  

I'm fine thank you. I'm doing alright i guess, but still missing him of course.  he's my favorite pet of all. I'll be fine after a couple of weeks. No worries. 

I'm catching up with my hours, yup, enjoying it, but not the sun. 

I get tan easily, so, i don't really like it, I prefer evening witnessing. :) because I like the moon. (giggles) 

Oh my god, you are packing already. Time really flies. I will miss you and Uncle Kim a lot. Guess what, both of you are the first couple that I'm so close with. That I can really talk and relate a lot about myself and really just being myself. Just in a short time, I get to learn a lot. Brothers and sisters who try to help me are all talking base from the bible and such. 

But I'm a human being who like to see it from the perspective of how a normal human view.

That's why it's kinda hard for me to have a good buddy in the congregation, because i'm not a person who like to focus on only 1 thing in life. I guess i'm a greedy person when i say that. well, yea, maybe i am and that's who i am. I might be call a wild witnesses because i kinda like to do the things my own way. 

I have parents who hope that I can be more like my brother and make them proud. But I have a different interest. Or maybe it's not the time yet for me to be so serious in life. But~~~~!! okay, there's always a BUT, ALWAYS!!  Excuses. Excuses. Excuses. (sigh)

Honestly, Bible is really a hard book to understand and not interesting at all and yet it's a very powerful tool and a special message from God. Though I know a lot from the Bible, I know a lot of the inforation, the stories, the outcome if you disobey, become rebellious and all, and i know by having deeper knowledge about God and keep on seeking him is the only way to salvation. and yea, I know all of that.  And I also know if you need strength, courage, holy spirit, guidance, what ever weakness that you have, you can just pray to God, if you have problem with praying, pray for that too. 

Do I sound like I'm gonna give up or tired of trying?(humph) Frankly, yes I do. I'm tired of pleasing people around me. And tired of not to stumble others. 

But I'm still hanging on to what I'm suppose to and still trying to find what am i lacking.  I know, you are going to say "faith" , lack of faith.  

Don't worry, I know what I believe and what is my belief. Won't be out of track. 

Okay, I talk too much, share too much. I'm gonna stop right here. I just wish that I could reverse the time and really try to spend more time with you guys. (frown)  

Yea, my mum have that problem, but no asthma. 

I bet she checked everything all the time, she is very conscious about her health. 

Sometimes in a week she can see 3 different specialist. which is kinda  too much. And she is always on medication or if not, a lot of supplements. 

oh yes, I would love to read them.

I'm a slow reader, well, practically I have to find time to read, so that's why. I'm half way chapter 7 of "The last juror" book. I like it, it's like I'm going into the story line. All the investigation, who's the criminals, so detail how they describe each and everything. Which makes it interesting. 

Thanks for lending me those books. I will keep them in good condition till you come back.. 

Thanks a lot :D

wishing you a safe trip back to England! I know it's a very long journey. spending hours on the plane. But going back home is always have the feeling of satisfaction. 

yup, will be seeing you at the memorial :)

tons of loves and huggies vivian~~~~~:)

(this is actually the actual reply I wanna send to you)

Spam Love Song (Freestyle)

okay, I eventually watched this video twice, I love it not because it's only funny, but it's something new, something fresh, something different. Plus, I think it's cool. So, gotta share man.!!!! Olla!!

Charlie bit my finger

Awh, don you love kids. they are so adorable!! Especially Charlie, the way he giggles. 
There's another thing, I love the brother's accent. I'm Asian, but listening to a young boy with those accent, really makes me love them even more. :)

FC Baar - FC Sempach: Joonas Jokinen (35) shoots penalty

Em, have you ever seen this kinda kicks before? Now i do. 

Hachi: A Dog's Tale

I just wanna share with the world that there are things in life you have to appreciate and stay loyal. I feel in love with this movie and when ever it comes to my mind and when anyone talks about it, my tears will just roll down my cheeks. I love this base on true story so much that I never gonna mistreat my dogs. They are loyal and faithful and they love me so much that no matter how much sometimes i ignore them, they still waging its tale all the time when I comes home. After watching this movie, I began to appreciate my dogs much more than ever, I don't mind to spare a couple of minute just to talk to them and pet them, and play with them. Though everybody had a very hectic life, who doesn't? but pets, you are the only relative they got, and the only person who depends on. As I am writing now, my tears just can't stop thinking how loyal pet are. The moment they see you, it's the most happiest of their they. I will love them more and more each day and forever. I regretted that i didn't love my dog more that I just lost a dog(Goofy is his name), he died of internal bleeding, I guess he got hit by a car as I was working during the day. I miss him so much. He is one of my special friend that makes me laugh and always makes my day when i have a bad day, he make me mad at times for ruining my cloths and so rough, but he is special to me. I love him so much.  


Below are the story line of Hachiko.


synopsis: Hachiko, the legendary Japanese akita, proves that there is nothing more loyal than mans best friend in this modern retelling of a cherished true story. It all begins when a college professor adopts an abandoned dog named Hachiko. The two form such a strong bond that Hachiko walks with the professor to the train station each morning and returns to the station each evening to walk the professor home again. The routine continues until one day the professor does not return to the train station. Hachiko, however, does not give up. He returns to the same train station at the same time, faithfully waiting for his owner to return. Hachiko does this for more than nine years, until his own death. This heartwarming tale that is already the stuff of legend in Japan is finally making its way to America by way of prominent director Lasse Hallström. With an equally capable cast, the experience of Hachikos unending loyalty is certain to stay with you. Hachikos story is one of love, unwavering devotion, and the resounding impact one dogs affection can make.

I will miss you a lot.

you make me laugh when i am down
you always know a way to tease me
when every time i see you
i smiles and know that you will jump on me again

when i'm home, you are always happy
even when i tease you and scold you
you still smile at me with joy
i don know whether you understands me or not
but you still smiles

sometimes i ignore you
i even ask you to get away from my side
sometimes i just think that you doesn't exist
but you are still smiling at me when ever i look at you

don you ever get bored of me?
don you ever think that i am evil?
don you sometimes hate me for teasing you?
don you sometimes ignore me as i do?

you been there for me thick and thin
i even remembered i brought you to the clinic for the 1st time
you are sick, and you have no idea where am i bringing you
but you are still happy as long as i'm with you

you never doubt if i'm gonna hurt you
though i scolded you for making my shirt dirty
ruin my skirt, my ribbons
and yet you bared with me no matter how hard i scold you

Goofy, you stick with me for 7years now
all i regret about is i didn't spent enough time with you
i love you jump on me putting your paws on me
leaning against me, play with me..
run with me, cry with me..
bared with my temper even though i scolded you for nothing
sorry that i love talking to you, even though you reply me none
your innocent eyes and happy hard none stop waging tail
i will miss you a lot.

I'm sorry my lovely Goofy. I love you xxxx.

Just go with it

If you need to have a good laugh, this movie is the best!! practically I laugh from the beginning till the end, I enjoy so much that I can even shout in the cinema. Oh yea I did.. It's like I'm really me. Felt so nice after that. I wanna thanks my best buddy who always know what is the best, and we have the same taste, and we always end up in the situation that both of us end up laughing at each other. wow, I really had a great laugh. Felt like I never been laughing for decades, and now i finally get to release all my stress and joy and sorrow and what so ever you call feelings. All I wanted to say is I felt great. So, go give yourself a treat and laugh your heart out. go enjoy:)!!!

You are my Honey Dew

A place so far
I can't see your beautiful face in the bar
you are cute and handsome
thinking of you is not burdensome 


I miss hearing your voice
your laughter, your noise
everything about you seem so nice
I wish there is a word better than nice


Busy is what fills in your schedule
funny is what makes you my honey dew 
though I'm not in your heart
but at least i know I fill a corner of your heart


You may not know you are a sunshine
you may not know you are a moonlight
you may not know you are a shining star
that even you are afar, I still can see your glowing star

Secretariat

Secretariat: Movie Trailer - The funniest videos are a click away

I watched this movie last night with my parents and it's one amazing real life story. My tears began to come out as it  gives me the feeling of love and sadness.. Now, I'm so eager to look for that book to read. Gotta head to the book store!! yeah!!

If I could write a letter to me

Have you ever write a letter to yourself? I know, what kinda question it that? But honestly, have ya? It does sound kinda freaky if you did, but this song says the opposite. Now, I know this is a country song, which I hardly listen to country song and I myself not really fancy about it, but I would say this song sound pretty nice to me. 


It's all about back in teenage year, well, back in high school, I do have some embarrassing moments. Eventually I go through it pretty okay. Luckily no bullies, no big news or rumors about me. That's all I wanted, "low-profile".
And of course, who would not have been through all those lovey-dovey moments. Surely I can say 90% of students in my school did mange through their puppy-love and heart-broken moments and you would cry for days just over your 1st breakups. yea I know, it hurts, but it heals too. So, no biggy. And this song brings me back to my high school moments. 


I bet some would feel the same too..


:+:xoxo:+:

Smart Cat?

well, I never ever heard a cat acan ask for their own food, but this cat amaze me. What's more, it can do the sign too.. cool haha

only a fool can be a fool

Only a fool can love your faults

Only a fool can accept you for who you are

Only a fool can take your silliness and be silly with you

Only a fool can hold your hand and smile while glare into your eyes

Only a fool can kiss you and not imagine who else has kissed you too

Only a fool can touch you and not wonder who else had touched you

Only a fool can hold you even when you're wrong

Only a fool can lift you up when your so far down you can't even see

Only a fool can bare with your attitude and be patient with you

Only a fool can forgive and forget those mean things that you did and find the good in you

Only a fool can accept that apology and believe every single word

Only a fool can know what will come of our lives together and if you've really changed

It doesn't take a fool to lose all the time just to see your smiles of winning

It doesn't take a fool to let you cry on their shoulder and let you wet their shirt

It doesn't take a fool to forgive someone you love

It doesn't take a fool to accept your mistakes and love you much more because of them

It doesn't take a fool to love someone who loves you tender

If only a fool can love you then appreciate them.

Tell me Who says?

YouTube - Selena Gomez & The Scene - Who Says

When you really need something to boost your self esteem, Selina can help you out with it, and it's pretty amazing till the time you realize that how precious are you to let other people to judge you. So, stand up straight and look forward, because that is what lies ahead.