Monday, March 7, 2011

CUT ME SOME SLACK!!

It's been awhile I didn't update my blog. I guess I'm too caught up with my work and all, and video viewing, and what more? I've gain much weight. Yea I know, I'm heavy again..

So, what has been happening in my life? Hmm, quite a tricky question, but at the same time not at all. There're ups and downs. I don't really know where should I start, in fact I'm in a situation that I'm not looking for any relationship, and relationships keeps looking for me. I'm not saying it's a bad thing, but it is also kinda something that bugging me all the time, while all these while you only focus on the things that you need to do, and now it's like you have something that you need to manage in extra. I really don't mind it, but sometimes just give me the feeling of my body gonna cut into half.

I just wish I don't have to be so tough all the time, but at the same time I wanna proof that I am strong enough, or mature enough to take care of myself, so that my parents won't be so worry about me all the time. Well, yea.. am trying.. and still trying.. COME ON!! CUT ME SOME SLACK!!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

it bothers u that much ey... dun fret,, dun breakdown.. keep ure chin up.. n u'll prevail ...

maybe it also because of how great u are... maybe these people who wants to be wit u.. sees what it means to care about some one.. and also to have someone to care for??

Beauty Chamber said...

thanks darl..

well, i appreciate the care and love, but sometimes maybe the way i see myself is way different from their point of view.

i have to respect my parents, my friends, my beloved ones.. including you, so much to care for, and so much to share my love to everybody, so i guess i have to sit down and meditate and then only i can decide how am i gonna do that..

but for now, I can't . no love.. nothing. dull everyday.. people wanna click, i just shut them off.. Im not being mean,it's just not the right time yet.. am not ready for anything..

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