Naming

Evian? Vivian? Devian?

My lovely friends ask me about my account name and such, wondering why is it Evian instead of Vivian.
From there, I have to expand my long long stories back in high school. Come to think of it, it's really an amazing moment that I have been through. Though my year not the best year or the best memories, but definite it cannot be bought with a price.

High school High school. It is all start with a madly crush. Can say that it is my first crush and that lasted for 5years. I do not know how is it possible that I could be so dreamy at that time when I first saw him, he could just take my breath away. Shockingly I can keep my feelings through out that five years and when I looked back, how silly I am, blinded by the images of him. At least I'm not insanely in love, or else I won't be here telling my past.

You must be wondering why is the name that I chose would have something to do with him right? That's because his name start with the letter E. He is my first crush, though it is over, and doesn't really matter now, but I just like to keep it in mind that he still exist, and exist in this world and not just my brain doing all those weird fantasies that simply make up a story.

Back then, I was shy to approach and not the type of girl that have the guts to do everything, afraid the rejection and stupidity upon me. So, being alert and stay calm while he is around is the what I did.
Oh, I remember I even gave him a nickname. "Babyface" short form "BF". Because he have a very cute charming face and I know, it might stands for the word Boyfriend, which I didn't realize it till one time I said it out loud, and then I try to figure whether there are other meaning that stands for this word, and yet it does, so I hope that it won't give him any bad impression on me. ooopsy... cause I said in front of him while he pass by me as my friend shouting. SO EMBARRASSING!!!

So, that's why it is call "Evian", somehow it stand for me, represented me, about my past, and also so on to the future.