"It is better to love and lost than not love at all"

After a few days of my misery in hell, not knowing where am i gonna head to, suddenly a phrase pop out from my "brain"(so-called my useless, ignorant, pig head)... oh, how cool is that.!!  

"It is better to love and lost than not love at all".
i heard that before, not once, not twice, but more that i can count with my fingers. Honestly telling you,
 I do not really understand what does it mean till today that i really went through it myself (LITERALLY).
Well, let me tell ya, IT DOESN'T FEEL GOOD AT ALL!!! AND AM NOT GONNA GO THROUGH THAT AGAIN!!
Why?? How are you gonna tell me that it is better being love and lost?
I felt so miserable than before , like the volcano erupt just in time to let you feel the HEAT, the POWER, and the STRENGTH, it gives you the spirit that you can fly( which is perfectly impossible for human to do that), then in the end when you are lost, you gonna go through a road cover with lavas alone on your bare feet..
Yea~.. it does feel good and beautiful when it erupt, but when the lavas over flows and spreading all over with hot boiling chili hot, that's the time you gonna cry and run away. Don't you think that is already too late?


Or like a huge diamond that is once as shinning as it can blind you forever, instead it give you a huge down turn that it turn out to be a fake one. How devastating is that!!!!!!
What?? you gonna say again that "love is blind?" There you go again~
oh please, is that all that this gonna be?
Really??


If that is all, that all this turn out to be a disaster,
are you gonna tell me once again that" It is better to love and lost, than never love at all?"