not right

soft and warm on my bed
staring, dreaming, bored
listening to music alone
thinking , but blank in my mind

feeling weird, something not right
whole body just doesn't seem right
trying to figure it out
but somehow end up more doubt

music can switch from soft to R&B
and it would be really nice
but mood just can't simply switch from A to B
unless a miracle happen in just a snap

musics are made according to feelings of the writer
and can be decide a happy song or a sad song
as for people can change from sad to happy in just seconds
without any doubt

as for me now, still feeling not right
still waiting for the lighter to light me up
but don't know when am I gonna be lighted
cause the lighter seem so far away