Be genuine in love

Be genuine in love
what do you think the most important for 2 person to get married?
is it the bond of love that both persons had?
is it the trust in each other?
or the feelings? Which many says"just follow your heart"

be genuine in love
be patient and have trust in many ways
though misunsderstanding may occur
do tolerate and be more understanding

let you free

there's a lot of things I don't want to
but I just have to
I wanna have you, but I don't wanna be greedy
so I decide to let you free

thought it hurts a lot in my heart
don't know how to say, don't know where to start
due to your words I put it nicely
"you don't control me", "I didn't take it seriously"

conclusion, is what I've decide
no more reason I keep you inside
tears of mine flooded my whole room
I let go, cause I don't wanna end up in doom

is it hurt? You might ask
yes I say, cause for you it's just a simple task
so, no big deal going through it
everybody in this world has been through it

one more reason I let you go
I can't feel deep from your heart and soul
maybe you've been through it so many times
as for this, you think it gonna be just fine

well, it's easy for you to say
cause you don't know how I feel anyway

long ago love

really, how much I wish you understand
the pain is surreal, almost misunderstood
unresolved are the issues at best
unexplainable is all the rest
years have past, issues remain
do you at all feel the same?
it's totally has nothing to do with reuniting
which as much as have let go
matches keep reigniting
unresolved issues of the heart
much as a career that refuses to stop
no matter the intervention- no matter the knowing-
you're a cancer that continues growing in me
insane, unfair, and undeserving…..

not right

soft and warm on my bed
staring, dreaming, bored
listening to music alone
thinking , but blank in my mind

feeling weird, something not right
whole body just doesn't seem right
trying to figure it out
but somehow end up more doubt

music can switch from soft to R&B
and it would be really nice
but mood just can't simply switch from A to B
unless a miracle happen in just a snap

musics are made according to feelings of the writer
and can be decide a happy song or a sad song
as for people can change from sad to happy in just seconds
without any doubt

as for me now, still feeling not right
still waiting for the lighter to light me up
but don't know when am I gonna be lighted
cause the lighter seem so far away

please do forgive me

please do forgive me
I know I shouldn't behave like this
shouldn't keep doing it
but I just can't control myself at ease
please do forgive me

I guess I couldn't let go
I'm so sorry
my heart just couldn't flow
please do forgive me

I always try to keep myself busy
trying not to think
but still couldn't, it's not easy
please do forgive me

when ever I think of it
it just make me sad
having your image in my mind
please do forgive me

I thought I could just let go easily
but telling you the truth
its not that easy as it seems to be
please do forgive me

I know I shouldn't be like this
I know what a stubborn head I am
but it seems I'm just gonna be like this
please do forgive me

the day we went to Sapi Island.. it was a great day.. also my 1st time to go on a island.. wow.....nice..

we're going to Sapi Island

funny guys

foot prints

haha... cowboy hat...

Japanese friend...

friend from Barcelona...

love the weather.. not that hot..

on the boat back to Jesselton Point..my english friend wrote my korean name.. haha.. amazing.. cool...

if you'd ask me if I loved him

I don't think that passenger seat

Has ever looked this good to me

He tells me about his night

And I count the colors in his eyes

He'll never fall in love

He swears, as he looks away

I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong

And I don't think it ever crossed his mind

He tells a joke, I fake a smile

But I know all his routines

And I could tell you

His favorite color's white

He hates to argue

Born on the 23th

His brother is a gorgeous brat

He has his father's look

and if you'd ask me if I loved him

I'd turn really red get dizzy and say no...:)

He looks around the room

Innocently overlooks the truth

Shouldn't a light go on

Doesn't he know that I've had him memorized for so long

And he sees everything black and white

Never let nobody see him cry

I don't let nobody see me wishing' he was mine

He stands there, then walks away

My God, if I could only say

I'm holding every breath for you

He'd never tell you

he can dance pretty well

I think he can see through everything but my heart

First thought when I wake up is

My God, what am i gonna do today

So I put on my make-up

And pray for a miracle

Heart Beats are Unique

do you know that heart beats are unique?
it beats fast and it beats slow
it's not beating
when you stop breathing

when does it beats fast?
when you run too fast??
when you are shock???
or when you're in LOVE????

when does it beats slow?
when you're in your yoga class??
when you're unconscious???
or when you're blur????

but what about when you're heart broken?
how does the heart beats??
fast or slow???
or we need to check with the heart beating machine????

well, don know about that..
but all I know is that i stop breathing when I take pictures
when I'm thinking deeply
when I'm looking at someone with amaze

Bounce away

1st sight from you
is a person with favor
nice conversation with you
eyes to eyes and no other

sound of the wave is calm
the feelings are so comfortable
but the cold almost make me numb
that we have to move to another table

words sweet as honey with mind
image with good impressions
brains work as it flows behind
what an enjoyable discussions

frankly speaking
having you around
I do feel safe and well guarded
but just need to keep away the bounce

Puzzles

do you know why I like puzzle so much?
people says its hard to complete a puzzle
there's so many pieces of them
and no time for such a thing

but I still like puzzles
yes, true, It does need time
and patience and endurance
and effort to complete it

so are relationship
it needs all that to have a good relationship
if you doesn't have that
then just forget about it, not gonna happen

relationship need to be build slowly
so are putting puzzles all together slowly
finding pieces by pieces
bit by bit, you'll find joy making it

after all those hard work and efforts
in the end you'll find a piece of art
one beautiful art in front of you
glowing with efforts and endurance

you never know how wonderful it is
till you complete everything

Avoild being in love

do you know that it's really hard to avoid being in love?

you must be laughing right now

cause who would wanna avoid love?

how stupid can that person be.

being in love is good..

you get to feel the feelings that others may not

and you felt like you're flouting in the air

keep smiling all day long, having his/her face in your mind

but what if it doesn't tun out the way you wanted

you get to feel the cuts on your heart that others may not

and you felt like you're going through hell

having a moody day all day long with a stupid face

avoiding love is not that bad

it gives you chance to see more clearer

and further, and get to know yourself more

knowing what you really wanted for your life

instead of just simply find a mate

go through a horrible day with them

blaming each other for making this choice that both made

and then in the end a SPLIT

so, avoid is just giving you and them the time

to know themselves more and also understanding

to have more mature and open mind

just to have a more happy life

Heart breaks in two

the mistakes that kept repeated by you

is it fair for me to forgive and forgive again and again?

or is it just because I'm just too easy on you

that you just forget my existance?

I may be too kind

my heart will just be weak when you're around

and easily be conforted and be fine

the reason is all because of you

since you know it's easy

but please don't take advantage of it

cause I scared that one day I couldn't take it anymore

my heart will break into pieces

the promises that you keep telling me

somehow I don't know whether should I believe or not

it does sound too good to be true

but when you do the opposite

it breaks my heart in two

Pain in the ass

losing someone that you love is really a pain

especially you regreted after you lose them

for not treating them for what they deserve

and feeling guilty now

I guess everybody had that feelings

peoples with that emotions can be seen in bars

drinking beers,.. Release stress..

thinking back how terrible themselves are

the drunk face

the sad and sour face

the confuse face

the being stupid face

faces with tears

rolling down on their red cheeks

beer in hand,

with smell of alcohol on the body

they felt terrible, and horrible

wishing they could get a second chance

you think girls are dolls, so adorable?

they have feeling too

so don't ever think for another chance