I'm different

I'm different
well, different has a lot of meaning
but all I know I'm not perfect
what you expect me to be
might not turn out the way it is

you might compare me with other people
the people that busy with spiritual things
but not everybody the same and have the same goal
even people have different qualities
so, how do you expect me to be the same?

I have my own thoughts or opinion
you might have your own reasoning and explanation
somehow neither both of us are right
so, why you force people to do the things they dislike?

things that you think different from mine
somehow you think way too deep to the future
which haven't even fulfill yet
and yet you're here struggling with it and controlling me

I don't know when are you gonna let go
birds need to fly to discover how big is the world
well, yes, there's a risk
but everything that we do in our life are full of risks
so, why stop people from doing it when they have a choice?

time pass, people change, world change
everything change, so, why not me?
everything is so advance, so , why don't we update ourself?
by observing what is happening in the world?

you might say quit being fashion after this system of things
then mind as well stay in the old age
where there is no technology at all
don't you think?

all I wanna say is, I'm not perfect nor a dummy
I'm a human, who have a brain to think, who wanna make their own choice
I'm not a girl nor a woman
but I have grown up and old enough to make my own decision

grown-ups have their own thinking
they decide for themselves
if they make the wrong choice
at least they won't blame anyone for their mistakes

unless you wanna bare for my mistakes and think for my brain
mind as well you control my life till the end
just like a robot controlled by people
which means I live my life to do things for others will but not my will