Things has changed

It has been a while since I update my blog. That's because I have not thought of any reason for me to post a certain thing on my mind. Should I share or should I believe that I can't really make a change.


Well, It has been a doubtful and awful period of time for me to make a decision. 
Do you ever had a time where you kinda lost at the same time you know what you want and still don't know what changes you do make to assure yourself that situation can get better if..... or... if I just..  I know, that's how I'm dealing it right now. I will not say that I'm making or taking a path where my future will lead me or my life would end, well, that's usually how people tend to say or to think how life would actually be.


I will not say I regret, and I will not say I'm happy with my decision, I will just say, I will ride on the path where it will leads me, and I will see where will it brings me to.


Life is not a like a wonderland or neverland in peter pan book, ot happily ever after in a fairy tale. 
Life is a journey where you travel with risk between life and death, between joy and sorrow, between love and hope, between you and people around you. 


So try not to be selfish when making a decision, because you may have hurt someone and also yourself. 


ps: Never ask me and question me about my way of thinking, It's my way, my right to think that way. :)