Insanely out of my mind

I could never tell how you feel towards me
I could never knew the way you look at me
I could never see the view that you trying to imagine
I could never feel the picture you see in me

how am I gonna know without you telling me
how am I gonna trick you into telling me
how am I gonna make you to speak out
how am I gonna get you to let me know

is this what you want me to feel
with confusion and doubt surrounding me
having the eagerness to know what is the answer
leaving me hanging here

this actually make me miss you a lot
with every minute every second you in my mind
driving me so senseless, insanely out of my mind

one hundred and sixty nine days

ever since then, I been thinking
what is your intention
what motive that you have
what are you trying to tell me

I seriously,totally and frankly saying
have no idea or doubt
if only you could let me know
with words organize nicely

I'm a girl with little sense of humor
a bit slow in catching your body language
and words nicely spoken of yours
after we've been hanging for 169days