愛真的需要勇氣

終於作了這個決定別人怎麼說我不
只要你也一樣的肯定
我願意天涯海角都隨你去
我知道一切不容易

我的心一直溫習說服自己
最怕你忽然說要放棄
愛真的需要勇氣來面對流言蜚語
只要你一個眼神肯定我的愛就有意

我們都需要勇氣去相信會在一起
人潮擁擠我能感覺你
放在我手心裡你的真心

如果我的堅強任性
會不小心傷害了你
你能不能溫柔提醒
我雖然心太急更害怕錯過你

Flirting guys

Guys, who r they?

what do they want?
what r they seeking for?
what r they thinking about?

for your information...
i know not much about Guys
cos i'm not a guy
i don even look like a guy

but 1 thing i sure know
they like to flirt around
making every girls crazy about them
but actually, they don even have interest in them

misunderstanding, always they like to do
jealousy, is the 1 they pro at
confusion among girls, they like to see
complicated they always make it be

cute, pretty, hot, smart, handsome
guys like tat r thousand
flirting guys r million
so i guess, tat is their mission

right or wrong?

sometimes it is better to be in a dreamland than in a mess(means reality).. people can believe for what you have done.. and misunderstood for what you have done..so, i guess better don't do anything at all and act dumb..

certain people just won't change for the better.. after all these years.. they still keep to the same habit.. as if my words that comes out from my mouth is just rubbish.. promises is a lie after all..

they think that they are the only person who is going through hard time.. but what about me??? i'm a human also,i'm not cold blooded.. i also have feelings..
in fact, u have no idea how i go through those hard time..and FYI, i went through it way before you do.. way back then... way back you haven't even started at all.. you have no idea when the 1st time i'm going through it silently.. and as for you during that time, you think it is fine.. you think you are okay.. you think you are doing good.. you think what ever you do, i;m fine with it.. but have you ever thought of my feelings?? you think it is easy?? you think it is fun that i want to make this such a big deal?? you think i wanted to??(owh~ i know what you thinking right now.. you think what ever i say is bullshit).. oh well, think whatever you want..

in your nice little mind right now, all you think that i'm the evil one who cause all this to happen.. and if i haven't start this.. everything will be fine.. but you have no idea how patient and calmly i persuaded myself not to have that kind of thinking and reaction.. till one day i can't take it anymore.. FYI, people have limits, but you are way over that limits..

and another one.. you sound like i;m the one who make you like a fool??? em.. hello... i didn't... neither i did something behind your back.. talking about being a fool.. i guess i;m the victim... do you know the feeling of awaiting?? the eagerness?? the promises ahead?? what if i tell you, there is NO SIGN AT ALL for all of it.. how would you feel..(haha.. i don't think you know how i felt, cause that never happen to you before)
let me give u a definition" waiting = torturing"... this "waiting" for this situation is far different than the normal one.. the normal "waiting" is that you wait and wait, then in the end you get what you waiting for... but for this situation, "waiting" is torturing... you wait for something that you longing for... the result is NONE.. ZERO.. KOSONG..(isn't that worse than a fool??? )

and as for behind your back, i don think i did anything wrong.. cause you know why??? i give up on one.. then i take up another one... fair enough.. i didn't take 2 at once at all..
oh... blaming me for not informing you?? let me see, i sms.. no reply.. i called.. u didn't pick up my phone.. (what does that suppose to mean??) FYI, you have no idea how long it takes to have that courage to msg n call you JUST to inform you.. n how much i wanna discuss about this.. and yea, i know what you thinking right now.. (nonsense)...okay(whatever).. and until one day, all of a sudden a msg from you.. how unusual!!!! and that time, you think i'm gonna blast everything out to you??? HELLO!! I NEED TO SEARCH FOR COURAGE AGAIN!! YOU THINK IT'S EASY!! YOU THINK YOU THE ONLY ONE FEELING HURT!!! I HAVE BEEN DROWN 6 FEET UNDER FOR SO LONG, AND YOU'RE JUST STARTED SINKING... HOW DARE YOU COME AND MAKE NOISE AND COMPARE WITH ME AND JUDGE ME?!

TWO FACE??? OWH~ YOU WANNA TALK ABOUT THAT ISSUE??? THAT IS NOT YOUR TURN TO BRING UP THAT MATTER TO ME.. IN FACT, YOU SHOULD CHECK ON YOUR
DOUBLE LIFE... WHICH IS SO SECRET..